State of Blindness




Welcome to the Planet where no one can see ........... a total blackout ........ where everyone seems to be blind and the only color they know is black .............

A planet where every one takes things as they come by , a planet where each one knows that, he needs the one next to him to guide him , a planet where no ones held above the other ............ A planet where vision is beyond normal sight..............

Picture urself as a character ,born blind ...... and all you believe is what ur taught to believe as belief at sight does not exist ............. A perfect world it may b ........ where one cannot differentiate another by color .......... a state where everythin works solely on ones trust in another ......... a perfect world where unity of the community brings riches not to one but all ............ A world where one is restricted to ones own area of recognition ......

Amazin is the sight of love when luv isnt merely based on the looks of the other but based on the character set in one ......... amazin it is to judge another not by his mere sense of attire but by the words of wisdom he proclaims .............. Amazin it is for one when he knows no evil ........... bcuz hes seen none .......

And bang u suddenly wake up to c it was nothin but a dream ............... and u actually sit and wonder how it wud b if u were blind............... but then u realize its only u whose blind and not the person next to u , which makes u diff from the others ...............

U sit and pray and wonder y oh lord have u given these senses ........... but then u just wonder ......... if this world was meant to be perfect ........... y wud he create us ... a life he's set for us to go thru trials and tribulations ..... victory under the banner of GOD is wat we need to attain .......... not live a life that is spoon fed to us .............Challenges makes our lives worth livin ......wit out them there never is a purpose to live ...... mE

Point of this blog -----> Pointless ; but somehow makes a point in the wierdest of ways

MATTHEW 6:33







Well this blog is solely dedicated to what i would term as love and yup i surely shall try my level best at keeping my ideologies away from the stereotypical form of love.......

Love wat an amazin feelin , the feel to be wanted , the feel to be appreciated , the feel to be just that one person who means a whole lot to his / her partner...... Dont we all quench for that , doesnt that thirst still lie at the deepest of em pores of our hearts ..... the feelin that makes ur heart skip a million beats .........

Well that sure is wat we all feel , but to me i guess its more than tat , to me is to 've someone to sit and praise and worship the mighty almighty up above , to 've someone to talk abt his mercies , his glories and his blessings , isnt tat an amazin feelin .............

The journey as i would term it as ....

Picture ur self holdin that one special persons hand and walkin up wit her thru the years towards eternity ...... Now isnt that wat we would all want , or are we merely plannin to enjoy wat this world has to offer ..............

Isnt it high time for us to reckon wat stands beyond these mortal lives we live , well i neednt explain ne further as Matthew 6:19-21 says it all "Lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth, where moth and rust doth corrupt, and where thieves break through and steal: But lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt, and where thieves do not break through nor steal: For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also."

Our Father in heaven surely is a selfish father and he would solely want our luv to be towards HIM , but at the same time , this i promise u , HE shall only give u the best and nothing but the best ..... So y worry ........... All i'm tryin to say is that if you can work your relation thru HIM ...... I must say you guys are made for eternity .............



MATTHEW 6:33 " But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you. "


PS : These are words from a man who is tryin to tilt his life not towards his religion , but in wat he believes is set by HIM ..... I am Human , but i sure would want to be like wat HE would want us to be like ........ These are words from a man after HIS heart , but sure has a long way to go in attaining wat he expects of me..........mE

LINGOS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!






What can i say ????? Every where i go i jus end up havin to make up a new lingo ...... When i was in school my fav one ,being after completion of ne argument i used to go on wit the "wanna bet , wanna bet" and well that jus dint click the crowd ......

But then as i got in to college , my lingos like "KLVEEEEEEEE" and "Kochu Kalli" jus soooo ended up being famous it caught up so well that ,by the end of my college years i was termed as the "KOCHU KALLAN" , but hey not to forget it jus took me one week from my admission at my college for the guys at the HOSTEL to nick me "MUTTON", It still is a mystery why they call me that , but believe me some off my seniors dint know my name , they kinda new me only by MUTTON , jus think abt it , you have actually lost ur identity , ur name , the name christened by ur parents , christened in that holy water that u were baptized in ....... LOOSE ALL OF THAT TO BE TERMED "MUTTON" .... well who gives a damn ........ i dont mind it, it actually was kinda kewl to b nicked as "MUTTON" ...... its like in my first year "MUTTON go buy me bread omlet ". "MUTTON get us a pack of cigarettes", "MUTTON u better clean up my room well or i'm gonna kick ur butt", "MUTTON this MUTTON that" and from there graduated to "MUTTON . MUTTON, MUTTON" every time i got up on stage to sing during my senior years ...... well hell yeah i enjoyed it ......
So where were we again ..... oh yeah lingos ...... and as of now its " CHOWTUM NJAN " ....now tis is my thingy at work ,i've learned the art of gettin other nationals and non mals to actually kick a mals ass by merely usin the term " CHOWTUM NJAN " ..... they kinda thing its really kewl bcuz it sounds chinese ..... and believe me our current volley ball/ basket ball teams slogan has turned out to be "CHOWTUM NJAN" ..... wat to do ... im jus proud of my contributions to the community ..... mE

ARE U SATISFIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!






Every time i look at someone at a better position and happier than i am , i do envy them , but then suddenly i realized , how eva happy he/she may , they end up being mere mortals who surely wud 've their bed of thorns as life is not always ,red as roses , its not always the ez way in life that everyone gets to move up the high way , he/she surely wud 've come across points at which one might have surely found it a leap ahead or a hurdle to jump across thru to ....... If u step aside and observe Harshat Mehta's life or Sukamara Kuroop , yes at one pt they were the Crorepathis happy as hell , livin the rich life , part of the rich and famous (*Sukamaran apparently enjoyed it after his so called impersonnated death )but hey these dude took the ez way out to life and look where they ended , up in the bronx , even tho sukumaran wasnt hunted down Harshat was ..... and hey i surely wudnt want to b in their position ..... but ne ways my pt being ....... We all must be satisfied wit wat we have ....... and ofcourse hardwork always pays off in the end ... so i guess its always best to do the right thin ......... Like my mom always says
" The hieghts that great men kept Were not attained in a sudden flight But while their companions where fast asleep They were toilin their way up high ....... "
I guess tats how it goes .... ahhhh ne ways me jus thot i shud put this up to cheer my readers and kumbaya there uve it , me and my presently satisfied life ... mE

Luke 17:6

"If you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mulberry tree, 'Be uprooted and planted in the sea,' and it will obey."


I've always wondered wat wud it take to move a moutain ....... And the only tat rings in my head when i think abt it was faith as small as a mustard seed ....... and i still remember , back when i was in chennai everytime i used to pass by Trishulam there was tis hill tat i always looked up at and wondered when and how wud my faith be strong enuff to move that hill , not tat i actually wanted to do tat , but then again tat hill always questioned me abt my faith and did motivate me...........

My faith is worse than an economical graph of the worst third world country ......... It always seems to fall down and go down and move even further down , tho it sure has its ups but i guess the downs are way much more than the ups ............

No , I'm not proudly admiting the fact tat i'm someone who denounces christianity , but then wat i actually wanted to bring out to you was tat even tho i'm weak in faith , and even tho i'm on the downward slope of life , believe me its worth the battle to get back on ur feet and fight the flow tat brings you down............

Ahhhh ........... well wat actually made me write this blog was to get all my readers to read somethin tat plainly blew me off from world i live in .......... its somethin tat totally opened my eyes to wat reality was all abt ............ Its abt my frnds brother in law who was tested to the part of givin away his life ......... and believe me he was soo strong in faith tat not a min i believe he lacked faith in the great " I am" ............ plz read his blog because it did make me re think abt wat life actually meant and wat actually was our purpose in livin ................... so plz read this .............. http//:tarunjacob.blogspot.com/ ..........mE


PS : these words i write , are from tat of a weak hearted believer ............

DO I HAVE IT IN ME ..............
I SCREAM AND SHOUT ( IN MY HEAD)............
DO I HAVE IT IN ME .....................



Amidst all the chaos and confusion , corruption and degeneracy , do we have it in us to stand up and be democratic , do we actually stand up for wat we believe , a free world a free unified nation where one is no different from the other . Isnt this wat we all yearn for ???

But lemme ask u to wat extend would our contributions be towards attainin our dreams , our own world , free from all of the adjectives mentioned above. An amazin time did we have learnin history where most of us generally opted to sleep through classes over Jallian Walla Bagh , The Quit india movements and the so on events that brought us and our forefathers freedom , at the same time i still remember in my 9th when the teacher was discussin abt the reproductory system , believe me everyones attn was strictly glued towards wat Mrs.S.J was teachin and not towards how rusty the ceeling fan was or not towards an Archie Comic book tat was hidden under ones table , All eyes were straight towards the diagramme tat was drawn on the black board...................

Ass's in the form of Human arent we , tat we are jus way to lazy to do somethin to achieve wat we all believe in .......................................

Let it be Let it be
There will be an answer ....... Sang a famous musician , but then again the point being how many of us actually work towards attainin ones freedom.............

Are we actually free ???? The world we livein constitutes nearly of 1/10th of the population being below the poverty line , 85% being the ones in the middle class , where , in the middle class itself most of them form a major part of the lower middle class and the rest being the sole rulers of these nations , them being the one who jus live , to achieve a world sooooo well written for their life styles , them being the much adored politicians of ours and not to mention the BIG B's ..................... To serve the community is wat most of them would advertise , but well to wat i've observed ,this world would be headin , towards increasin their waist line ........

Hmmmmmmmm................ lemme end it this way ..... personally speakin i'm one of those who jus wouldnt 've the balls to fight the current flow .......... my point in writin this blog is tat if ne of you tat may 've ne suggestions in makin this world a better place to live in............ plz dooo leave ur comments ....mE

ecrire ou n'ecrire pas

TO BLOG AND NOT TO BLAH
TO BLOG AND NOT TO JUST END UP BLOGGIN WIT PASSING COMMENTS ON OTHERS BLOGS




well tis is my first blog . Ever since i was introdced to blogging by Ashish , everytime i visited his blog , its so made me wanna sit and jot down somethin ... but the point being wat to write , how do i write , damn wat wud ppl think abt me and the stupid feelin of actually being lazy and shy to write ne thin ........ Damn ........... Faineant humans arent we ......

Its like yes i sure 've got a whole lot to write on , but is it worth writin and wud readers appreciate it .... and then u've the stupid feelin of wantin to make ur first impression on ur readers the best , so as to entice them back to ur blog .....

Now the next thing tat made me start thinkin was tat.... do ppl write in 'ere jus to exhibit their standards of english, creativity or well u know the usuals of impressin women ....... its like the thought of "Y should Iwrite" that kept blinkin in me head and it so kept me away from writin ne thin in ........

Ne ways here u've me writin in a whole lot of crap , Y , wel dont ask me Y ........ mE